Leading with a Clear Conscience

Leading with a Clear Conscience: Recognizing the Enemy’s Influence in Ministry

As youth pastors, we know there’s more going on than meets the eye. Our ministries aren’t just about planning events or leading small groups—they’re about fighting for the hearts of students in a world filled with darkness. And if we’re honest, sometimes the evil one has more influence over us than we’d like to admit. But with a few intentional steps, we can guard ourselves, stay alert, and lead with a clear conscience. There have been several books I’ve read through the years that have shaped what I think about how I lead with a clear conscience and I’d like to pull some ideas together here to help all of us to deal with the enemy’s influence.

First, we have to recognize the battle we’re in. The Christian in Complete Armor by William Gurnall paints a vivid picture of the spiritual fight we’re facing. It’s easy to think that spiritual warfare only happens in “big” moments, but the truth is, it’s in the everyday moments too—the frustration, the discouragement, the doubts that creep in. Each day, it’s helpful to take inventory by asking ourselves where we felt pushed off course. Was it a moment of anger? A lack of patience? This simple reflection can reveal where the enemy may be influencing our thoughts or emotions. Prayer for discernment is also essential here; we can ask God to open our eyes to areas where we’re under attack. And we don’t have to face these struggles alone. Sharing what we’re going through with trusted accountability partners can make all the difference. Darkness thrives in secrecy, and bringing it to light diminishes its power.

Guarding our hearts and minds is also crucial. In Reclaiming Surrendered Ground, (which I’m re-reading right now!) Jim Logan talks about the danger of allowing negative influences into our lives, sometimes in ways that seem innocent or even “necessary” in ministry. Maybe it’s watching a certain show or hanging out with someone we know isn’t spiritually encouraging. Whatever it is, these influences build up over time and give the enemy ground in our lives. To start, think of one area where you’ve compromised. It might be letting bitterness or comparison grow or spending a little too much time scrolling on social media. Name it. Then set a boundary. Limit social media time or try starting your day with Scripture instead of emails. Each boundary pushes the enemy out of that surrendered ground. Setting aside time once a month for a “spiritual check-in” also helps. Take stock of where you’ve given up ground and ask if there’s anything you need to reclaim to stay focused on Jesus.

Living free in Christ’s authority is another game-changer. Neil Anderson’s Living Free in Christ teaches that we’re not meant to lead in fear or insecurity. But so often, we let lies dictate our actions, fearing we’re “not enough” or bound to mess up. This authority in Christ isn’t just a theological point—it’s a daily practice. We’re called to live free in His power, not shackled by doubt. Speak truth to yourself daily. Find one scripture that reminds you of your authority in Christ—2 Corinthians 10:4-5 is a great one. Repeat it every morning and whenever doubt or fear tries to creep in. If there’s a specific lie the enemy uses against you, write it down, confront it with truth, and renounce it in Jesus’ name. For example, if the lie is “I’m not qualified for this,” counter it with “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me” (Philippians 4:13). Rather than pretending to be strong, invite Jesus into your weaknesses. When you feel fear, pause, ask Jesus to fill that space, and step forward with courage.

Leading with integrity is a powerful way to keep a clear conscience. The people we lead can sense if we’re living authentically or just going through the motions. Integrity isn’t about perfection; it’s about a commitment to keep short accounts with God and others. Make it a habit to confess and turn from sin daily. Whether it’s pride, laziness, or anger, don’t let it linger—bring it to God. Humbling ourselves to ask for feedback from trusted friends or leaders also builds integrity. Asking, “How can I lead with more integrity?” might sting, but their insights will sharpen us. And whenever we make a mistake, especially with students, owning it immediately shows humility. Apologizing if we snap or act out of character is humbling, but it models authentic faith and gives students permission to do the same.

Being a youth pastor is tough work. The world feels heavier, students face bigger battles, and the pressure to “do it all” can be intense. But God has equipped you for this, and He’s given you His strength and authority. The more you’re aware of the enemy’s tactics, the more you can guard your heart and lead with freedom and integrity.

Praying through the armor of God in Ephesians 6 each morning helps, too. Imagine yourself putting on each piece of God’s armor, starting with the belt of truth and ending with the sword of the Spirit. As you do, ask God to protect you and give you strength for the day’s battles. And don’t forget the power of accountability; find someone you trust to check in with weekly. Share your struggles, your victories, and anything that might have pulled you off course.

Leading with a clear conscience isn’t about having all the answers; it’s about leaning on the One who does. The enemy wants to wear you down, but with Christ’s strength, you can stand firm. Remember, this isn’t just for you—it’s for every student who’s looking up to you. When you guard your heart and live authentically, you give them a glimpse of Jesus’ power and love. Lead with courage; you’re not alone in the fight.

Comment below your thoughts about how the enemy gains influence in the life of a youth pastor. I would love to help you process where the evil one has influence in your life. Schedule a 1on1 coaching session and let’s begin the road to freedom.